It was a lie.

But I am happy. So it’s likely that I’m doped up on SSRIs and Abilify. Which is where Materialist Reductionist Transhumanism comes in. I used to believe that most of the world could be explained through science and that differences in personality and behaviour could solely be explained through genetics and brain chemistry (materialist reductionism). Therefore I thought, in a cosmetic psychopharmacological way that it would be desirable to mold one’s personality, in whatever way one wanted, through the use of psychoactive substances.

Or, if one wanted, to enhance one’s experience. So we have: Coffee, Tea, Illicit Drugs (although I’ve never done any illicit drugs before, except sniff glue, if that counts), SSRIs, What You Eat In General, Soda, Cigarettes, Alcohol, Psychotropic Substances, Nootropics, Ginseng, Herbs, idk, whatever the fuck.

So if you would like to experiment in this field and see how you would like to alter your life, PLEASE, go ahead. But be safe.

On a side note, I believe that the reason (after much Magick) that girls were so repelled by me was simply because I was taking SSRIs. Ironically they are classified as a “reproductive toxin” and are known to lower your libido.

Lastly, I would like to talk about the Five Factors or the (Pan-Indriya). The factors, that, according to Buddhism, make a true saint.

You see, acc. Buddhism one who possesses the five factors is not a worldling but an aryan. They have passed beyond the plane of worldlings. The aryans can be ranked by the strength of their Indriya, the weakest one being a Saddhanusari (faith-follower) and strongest one being an Arahat (saint).

Possessing all five factors means one is inextricably headed for awakening, and is volitionally working towards it. At the same time, one cannot remain in any one stage for forever, because they end up reaching the next one. Finally ending with Nibbana.

So if you possess these Indriya then big ups to you and high five.

Thumbs up. -_-b

lawl

The E.

=p

The E.

The E.

I asked if I offended him but he responded in the negative. Eventually it was determined that he thought I was fucked up. After which he unfriended me on the social networking site Facebook.

I was neither offended nor hurt, but rather curious as to why he thought that. It was likely due to my past of being kicked out of the High School we both once attended, or perhaps he hated me because I hated him so deeply in the past.

Who knows.

But let’s not forget that according to the Buddha there was never someone who remained universally spoken well of, is currently now no one who is universally spoken well of, and there will never be someone who is universally spoken well of.

Something like that.

So it would be better to do this inversion of a Buddhist religion as opposed to the Christian one. Specifically Theravada Buddhism.

Here goes.

Mara:

(say these words)

Mara, come to me.

Be. My God.

Protect my Consciousness. For ever and ever.

For I go for refuge in you.

Devadatta:

(say these words)

Devadatta, you were right. I pledge myself as a Pacceka Bodhisatta.

I pledge myself, to be, an Anti-Buddha.

I join you in the Avici hell.

I pledge my soul to yours, for ever and ever.

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The Devadatta part is actually relatively unecessary. As according to Buddhist lore, Devadatta can’t really do anything for us right now.

The type of which I’ve been unable to determine.

So I invented a banishing ritual. I call it the NOS ritual, Name Of Satan.

Instructions:

Slap yourself across the cheek with your right hand.

With your left hand draw an inverted pentagram.

Stomp your right foot.

Stomp your left foot.

Beat your breast with your right hand.

Then say: “In the name of Satan I expel all deities.”

Then, in a Skyrim like way, shout Satan.

Notes: It’s important to note that this ritual expels deities in the name of Satan. Meaning that certain Light Deities will be expelled. Whereas if you expelled Deities in the name of God then Dark deities would be expelled.

It depends on… what you want to get rid of.

If you want a neutral one that expels everything simply shout: “I expel all beings!”

Although this may remove yourself as well.

For a standard Light banishing you could simply recite The Star Ruby banishing section that begins with “Pro Mou” and ends with
“hex hesteke”. But don’t take my word on that, because that might not work, maybe.

It’s been fun, being libido-less, happy, anxiety-less, sadness-less etc. But this ride must come to an end.